Marriage is Major

It's been almost 2 months since Kyle and I got married and it has been a glorious two months (despite the bed rest). I thought I'd feel differently once we got married but I didn't. I don't. I think because our relationship was so amazing before we got married. We've been through so much and there has never been a doubt in my mind about our future together, so being married doesn't change the commitment that we already had to one another. It feels so good to be able to call him my husband. I am proud of him and so excited for where our lives are going. For the first time in my life, I feel secure and truly loved.

I am in a relationship that makes me smile every day. Sure we have squabbles but we usually laugh afterwards, and we always talk and come to a conclusion. Our communication is phenomenal. We talk about nothing and everything and are able to sit in complete silence and just be; it feels like perfection. He is incredibly supportive and despite the fact that I am on bed rest and feel like a walrus, he never fails to tell me how beautiful he thinks I am and how he is a lucky man to have me. I think he is crazy but they say love is blind :) I can't find a single thing wrong with him. Even his quirks are perfect to me because they are what make up the very fiber of who he is - the man that I love. I feel, every day, the bubbly excited feeling of when we first started dating. Just the thought of him makes my heart jump up into my throat. I didn't know that after knowing eachother for 3.5 years and dating for over a year, I'd still feel this way. I miss him when he's at school and work and I always look forward to his homecoming. I wake up in the morning to make him breakfast and to spend time with him before he leaves and it just feels natural and right and I LOVE doing it. It makes me so happy to make him happy and he doesn't fail to return the favor.

Kyle has stepped right into "Dad mode" and has all but adopted Styles as his own. We spend time as a family and he is a great role model. I am so excited for our daughter to be born. I already know that he is going to be an amazing dad to her and I can't wait for them to meet for the very first time.

I am excited for our future together and I hope that in the future, I make the time to blog about my feelings for him. I want it all down in writing because I feel these feelings constantly and I just want to tell the world.